Today is holiday of wesak..i knw i should nt wasting time of blogging..bt study cause exam is coming...bt i really dunwan keep tink non sense in my mind...I wan to ask smthg...if someone is seeing tis blog...wat a friend need for???Is a fren need for bodek each other to get benefit??to become more popular..to become proud??Wat is tis fren need for...free also dunwan...later sendiri have penyakit jantung...=.=''..i knw..everybody in school or 9o% will dun like me..i dunno y..tis morning..someone told me someone dun like me..sometimes i rly wonder..i dun even knw u..y u wan to say ,y bad words...whr i tak jui u??..fine no fren no fren lo...y so big deal??...
Frendship is a complicated tings sometimes...or most of the times..if last time..a fren can die for a fren..if nw???see la who win or watever...does..however...i dunwan care dunwan knw..bt sometimes dun be too over..and i quite la dissopointed on u sometimes..act i should nt put any hope already..when in the early time i already knw the result..so i should nt care d...anyway exam is coming i really scare..hope god will forgive me...i knw i didnt put effort...bt..im really sorry..i hope i wont fail n change class onli..i will try hard next time..k la tat all for nw...tata=)
Friday, May 28, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
What a teacher i have met??
Yesterday...
Thursday~
Today gt pjk in the first period time...den we plan to do our aural lo...den teacher say ok...den i really quite nervous...den k lo...den bla...finish...den have to sign n see the marks...den teacher say she will minus 5 marks...cause we late do..den we shock...den i tink wont de la...lucky teacher didnt...den the highest among 4 of us is yee won...i was hapi to her la...den when my time teacher call me to sign...teacher say i read frm the script??my heart saying tat wth!!SINCE WHEN??my fren bside me also say i didnt...cause actually i gt see the script when IM NT READING...I KNW Y TEACHER WILL SAY TAT..U KNW Y??..because tat teacher keep care about others n didnt even act rly listen to me talking abt..i was rly sad n dissapointed..cause i didnt...i tell teacher i just tell whr the story goes n whr am i onli...others also like tat she didnt say..why must be me evrytime??..i sad cause b4 the day i so susah payah n hafal...n she say i look the paper..i was wad a world is tis??how fair?? and teacher banding last time marks..if exp u take 9 last time imposible i gt 14 nw..teacher see tat...i was seeing her...do tat..i rly fade up n walk away...
Actually i plan to do again...bt my fren dun rly wan...i knw she will feel angry when i say tis..i didnt feel tat she tak layak do tat..i rly...i swear..k??...after tat i also dunno do wad d...very moody...forget d..=p..
After tat i wan borrow a book frm someone...den she say cannot cause she say she pay for the fees to tat tuition..i was like...haiy..fine nvm...cause i thought as a fren nt should be share knowlegde together??hurt again..she say i didnt tat last time she gt teach me isnt tat knowledge..bt i said...i also gt teach when i knw the ques when u dunno do...she say she dun understand wat i explain?...omg...i knw la..my eng or watever is bad...i knw i tak layak to teach u..bt i try d..i try n hope i can help u in a proper way d..i knw i dunno hw explain..im sorry??..just say if u saw tis blog or message,..hope tat u dun misunderstand..nt talk ur bad tings..bt im wanna say sorry ??..SERIOUSLY..WAS LIKE SPEECHLESS...CANT CONCENTRATE WHEN I REVISION..cause i was thinkin y everyday sure happen some bad feel??..And i also knw tat..many teacher dun like me...even i berjasa n help them like u rly put ur 100% effort..she also didnt appreciate u..since quite lng time ago..i also fgt d..last time std 5..the teacher hate me n see me..idk y...den one time gotong royong...nobody come...just a few like 4 or 5..i help out...n help her..den she onli nt rly hate me...den f1..i gt a post..in club..i do until dunno hw to say..n the teacher didnt appreciate bt thought me like ah 4..den f2 i tell myself help out bt dun be so silly lo..my fren also feel tat..nt one of my fren..she likes her vry much..im nt jealous la..==..bt the teacher become better la nw..bt she still like her..nvm..fade up..dunno dun care..i writting tis nt cause i wan sympathised...k la..tats all for nw..tata~=)
Thursday~
Today gt pjk in the first period time...den we plan to do our aural lo...den teacher say ok...den i really quite nervous...den k lo...den bla...finish...den have to sign n see the marks...den teacher say she will minus 5 marks...cause we late do..den we shock...den i tink wont de la...lucky teacher didnt...den the highest among 4 of us is yee won...i was hapi to her la...den when my time teacher call me to sign...teacher say i read frm the script??my heart saying tat wth!!SINCE WHEN??my fren bside me also say i didnt...cause actually i gt see the script when IM NT READING...I KNW Y TEACHER WILL SAY TAT..U KNW Y??..because tat teacher keep care about others n didnt even act rly listen to me talking abt..i was rly sad n dissapointed..cause i didnt...i tell teacher i just tell whr the story goes n whr am i onli...others also like tat she didnt say..why must be me evrytime??..i sad cause b4 the day i so susah payah n hafal...n she say i look the paper..i was wad a world is tis??how fair?? and teacher banding last time marks..if exp u take 9 last time imposible i gt 14 nw..teacher see tat...i was seeing her...do tat..i rly fade up n walk away...
Actually i plan to do again...bt my fren dun rly wan...i knw she will feel angry when i say tis..i didnt feel tat she tak layak do tat..i rly...i swear..k??...after tat i also dunno do wad d...very moody...forget d..=p..
After tat i wan borrow a book frm someone...den she say cannot cause she say she pay for the fees to tat tuition..i was like...haiy..fine nvm...cause i thought as a fren nt should be share knowlegde together??hurt again..she say i didnt tat last time she gt teach me isnt tat knowledge..bt i said...i also gt teach when i knw the ques when u dunno do...she say she dun understand wat i explain?...omg...i knw la..my eng or watever is bad...i knw i tak layak to teach u..bt i try d..i try n hope i can help u in a proper way d..i knw i dunno hw explain..im sorry??..just say if u saw tis blog or message,..hope tat u dun misunderstand..nt talk ur bad tings..bt im wanna say sorry ??..SERIOUSLY..WAS LIKE SPEECHLESS...CANT CONCENTRATE WHEN I REVISION..cause i was thinkin y everyday sure happen some bad feel??..And i also knw tat..many teacher dun like me...even i berjasa n help them like u rly put ur 100% effort..she also didnt appreciate u..since quite lng time ago..i also fgt d..last time std 5..the teacher hate me n see me..idk y...den one time gotong royong...nobody come...just a few like 4 or 5..i help out...n help her..den she onli nt rly hate me...den f1..i gt a post..in club..i do until dunno hw to say..n the teacher didnt appreciate bt thought me like ah 4..den f2 i tell myself help out bt dun be so silly lo..my fren also feel tat..nt one of my fren..she likes her vry much..im nt jealous la..==..bt the teacher become better la nw..bt she still like her..nvm..fade up..dunno dun care..i writting tis nt cause i wan sympathised...k la..tats all for nw..tata~=)
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
A normal day~bt still always have a bad luck in a day
Today like normal wake up n go school den.....no meeting cause f4 n f5 gt exam...den act wan revision den keep no mood n sleepy...den gosh i realise tat i didnt bring my bm book..den worry lo..den i didnt care...den i go to my group n discuss the aural...cause we lost tat paper den we have to tink back wat we wrote n write again..zz..bad luck??
After tat moral...teacher say doing quiz...den keep hafal the definisi lo...haha..den must pick one nilai den answer if tat group have the most ppl den win..yes!!Our group won!..haha..LOLS..and nt lucky keep draw the hard nilai finally i gt the easy n answer..so hapi..^^..haha..after tat continue like normal lo...n chatting with frens...
After recess..gt science..we do revision...bt i no semangat n cant masuk also when i study..den i sleep..=p..haha..zz..shh...when english tat time...act thy told us tat teacher r nt coming..den my group act plan to discuss...den teacher asking hu wanna do aural??actually many group had done..bt we wan to do the best!!..BT teacher say she sick of asking..n like asking us wan to do a nt??We plan to do bt we haven memorise the script yet?? How r we going to do?? One of my fren in the group say just do..better den no marks..I actually wan to..bt then teacher asking r u prepare a nt??and she said dun make me angry if nt i throw 4 of u all out of the class..den teacher going to mad. She stand up n go out..i was scare..and asking wat to do to my group members. We wan to do but act we plan to wear acessories..den we cancel lo cause lack of time...n teacher call us to sit back our places..actually is our fault too beacause we keep delay bt tat time we gt geo n sej project...we can even practise..we r act bad luck..cause the geo n sej teacher say have to hantar tat day if nt no marks..den we stay until 11pm even haven eat dinner..cant u imagine??..N HANTAR tmr for geo n sej hantar after a day..some of them didnt hantar also...after a week ..the two teacher kinda angry bt still accept..its nt fair..
Cause of tat we delay our english aural...Luckily when bell ring tat time teacher call us..n we say do tmr..n sacrifes our recess time too..sobs=(..
Den stay back cause wanna teman my fren go czip lee buy book n we wanna present to my fren...she b.day ma...den go mcd awhile onli cause school so hot..buy one small soft drinks..so small onli..exp..cause nt enough money buy set..zz..=p..so just drink lo..den prac my aural...saw dao many ppl i knw..wonder y so many ppl go thr on wed?saw dao one gal i hate.z...n sudenlly one gang indian of boys..wth!! Thy dunno like calling hu?? after tat thy call us like wat ah moi..zz..swt..=.=''..den we didnt care..den thy talk with two indian girls beside us..so we thought thy knw each other n should be talking to them bt nt us..den when the indian boys gang go back he leave a paper which i tink is phone num n we ask the two indian gals..u knw them? n thy say no..thy say them carzy..den we was kinda shock n dun care cause we have to walk back to school. Den go home lo...nthg to do..~bla bla bla~tats all for today... sorry i knw my english is bad..if u dun understand..i so sorry..(*embarresed*)
Exam r coming!!Gosh i tink i going to fail...=(..T.T...anyway take care guys~
After tat moral...teacher say doing quiz...den keep hafal the definisi lo...haha..den must pick one nilai den answer if tat group have the most ppl den win..yes!!Our group won!..haha..LOLS..and nt lucky keep draw the hard nilai finally i gt the easy n answer..so hapi..^^..haha..after tat continue like normal lo...n chatting with frens...
After recess..gt science..we do revision...bt i no semangat n cant masuk also when i study..den i sleep..=p..haha..zz..shh...when english tat time...act thy told us tat teacher r nt coming..den my group act plan to discuss...den teacher asking hu wanna do aural??actually many group had done..bt we wan to do the best!!..BT teacher say she sick of asking..n like asking us wan to do a nt??We plan to do bt we haven memorise the script yet?? How r we going to do?? One of my fren in the group say just do..better den no marks..I actually wan to..bt then teacher asking r u prepare a nt??and she said dun make me angry if nt i throw 4 of u all out of the class..den teacher going to mad. She stand up n go out..i was scare..and asking wat to do to my group members. We wan to do but act we plan to wear acessories..den we cancel lo cause lack of time...n teacher call us to sit back our places..actually is our fault too beacause we keep delay bt tat time we gt geo n sej project...we can even practise..we r act bad luck..cause the geo n sej teacher say have to hantar tat day if nt no marks..den we stay until 11pm even haven eat dinner..cant u imagine??..N HANTAR tmr for geo n sej hantar after a day..some of them didnt hantar also...after a week ..the two teacher kinda angry bt still accept..its nt fair..
Cause of tat we delay our english aural...Luckily when bell ring tat time teacher call us..n we say do tmr..n sacrifes our recess time too..sobs=(..
Den stay back cause wanna teman my fren go czip lee buy book n we wanna present to my fren...she b.day ma...den go mcd awhile onli cause school so hot..buy one small soft drinks..so small onli..exp..cause nt enough money buy set..zz..=p..so just drink lo..den prac my aural...saw dao many ppl i knw..wonder y so many ppl go thr on wed?saw dao one gal i hate.z...n sudenlly one gang indian of boys..wth!! Thy dunno like calling hu?? after tat thy call us like wat ah moi..zz..swt..=.=''..den we didnt care..den thy talk with two indian girls beside us..so we thought thy knw each other n should be talking to them bt nt us..den when the indian boys gang go back he leave a paper which i tink is phone num n we ask the two indian gals..u knw them? n thy say no..thy say them carzy..den we was kinda shock n dun care cause we have to walk back to school. Den go home lo...nthg to do..~bla bla bla~tats all for today... sorry i knw my english is bad..if u dun understand..i so sorry..(*embarresed*)
Exam r coming!!Gosh i tink i going to fail...=(..T.T...anyway take care guys~
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Moody~=(
Hmm...today noting much happen lo...yea firstly wanna thanks aivvy..haha=)..cause she helps me to do the background n edit..rly thanks very muchie..hehe=)...cause i very out de ma..form 1 onli play com..zz
I knw tat life still have to goes although it is hard to been through..tats y i always remind since life still have to goes y dun wan a happy life??I try too but always bad or sad ting happen....today like normal lo..wake up at 9 smthg liddat lo...den eat breakfast den go dance after dance piano till 4pm.act sometimes i dunwan go cause tired..zz..last time till nw always sat n sun cant go out..cause gt class..sob..den have to go my uncle thr cause my mum wan bring him to see hse lo..den eat dinner..say about education n ambition..i feel i didnt talented in anyting...tis few days keep tink some non-sense ting...den go back bath n chatting=)..N i find out im nt tat gud person...=(
Mum...i knw im nt a gud daughter...nt gud in evrthing...i just dunno..sry i keep say idk...
I tis few days keep tink back last time the past memory...n see back old pictures..just sudenlly happen in my mind..i realise i change a lot too...
Tis year seems to be a bad year to me cause kinda many bad tings happen to me n my family which i also dunno hw to say in here...now i can predict some bad tings will happen soon..
Now should i still busy body to concern n care about ppl tings?? yes? no?? If i didnt care my heart like dunno hw..bt i care at last my fault..is like i padan muka to be my fault..
Yea i dunwan because of u i say bad words...cause i didnt said b4...i just said b4 wth n shit..haha..=p..i hope i wont say lo..cause of u..
I rly speechless..dunno wad to do...i knw sometimes i am bad..im here to apologise k?...
I knw i did in eveyting also cant get gud result...
Yea tats all for now~thanks for seeing n support to hu always supports
me ..tats all for now~take care=)guys!!
I knw tat life still have to goes although it is hard to been through..tats y i always remind since life still have to goes y dun wan a happy life??I try too but always bad or sad ting happen....today like normal lo..wake up at 9 smthg liddat lo...den eat breakfast den go dance after dance piano till 4pm.act sometimes i dunwan go cause tired..zz..last time till nw always sat n sun cant go out..cause gt class..sob..den have to go my uncle thr cause my mum wan bring him to see hse lo..den eat dinner..say about education n ambition..i feel i didnt talented in anyting...tis few days keep tink some non-sense ting...den go back bath n chatting=)..N i find out im nt tat gud person...=(
Mum...i knw im nt a gud daughter...nt gud in evrthing...i just dunno..sry i keep say idk...
I tis few days keep tink back last time the past memory...n see back old pictures..just sudenlly happen in my mind..i realise i change a lot too...
Tis year seems to be a bad year to me cause kinda many bad tings happen to me n my family which i also dunno hw to say in here...now i can predict some bad tings will happen soon..
Now should i still busy body to concern n care about ppl tings?? yes? no?? If i didnt care my heart like dunno hw..bt i care at last my fault..is like i padan muka to be my fault..
Yea i dunwan because of u i say bad words...cause i didnt said b4...i just said b4 wth n shit..haha..=p..i hope i wont say lo..cause of u..
I rly speechless..dunno wad to do...i knw sometimes i am bad..im here to apologise k?...
I knw i did in eveyting also cant get gud result...
Yea tats all for now~thanks for seeing n support to hu always supports
me ..tats all for now~take care=)guys!!
Friday, May 14, 2010
This is me...this me wat im going to be..i dunwan care i dunwan knw..can i do it??
Huh...finally i can online n blog...i kinda happy...bt not still la..cause im having my piano exam n school...n i didnt prepare anyting...when tat time i cant online tat time, i seriously very bad mood..cause many tings happen to me n my family. Even my frindship with frens..my head n mind keep thinking alot of non-sense tings...today when i online..i check many stuff..ppl blog..facebook and many more..i realise many tings happened...
I knw n i also can feel many ppl dun like me...so wad???WAD am i so care?? Isnt it i try so many times since last time?? I dunno y im i always trying to do my best in a ting n care about someone..in the end..all my fault..i just dont understand.
Today i saw a blog of my fren...actually i feel abit dissapointed abt her..bt i dunno y im so concern abt her..b4 it i can expect she is like tat...
I KNW im nt gud in a single ting...so wad?? i surrender...u r the BEST k?? Y im so busy body?? she bad then just leave it la...y am i so concern about it? i knw i annoying, or watever u tink..ok..i accept...
I JUST very tired i dunwan knw n care abt anyone anymore..tis few days i tink if u gt a 10000000000000000000000x fren bt all is fake it doesnt mean anyting...if gt a choice which is u have many fren while anther u gt onli one true fren..i will choose the true fren..frm last time i hope i gt a true fren or a best fren bt it seems keep dissapoint me n tis world nw dun have a true fren..i just wanna share my heart feeling n care abt me..bt definitely i do not need a boyfren...
I dunno y nw teenagers will change till like tat?? Its sometimes influence me bt i trying hard nt to follow them...finally i wan to say i knw i kinda jealous..hopefully i can overcome my weakness...hope i wont jealous anymore''...and this is me...u dun like me dun like lo..i cant control also...u see last time the post till nw..no one see..i can expect..i feel im talking to myself...yea n i knw la i wat also scare de.i wat also nt dare
.so wat u wan me to do?u thought i wan meh??..its lame i knw..nvm..it all for nw..take care~bye=)
I knw n i also can feel many ppl dun like me...so wad???WAD am i so care?? Isnt it i try so many times since last time?? I dunno y im i always trying to do my best in a ting n care about someone..in the end..all my fault..i just dont understand.
Today i saw a blog of my fren...actually i feel abit dissapointed abt her..bt i dunno y im so concern abt her..b4 it i can expect she is like tat...
I KNW im nt gud in a single ting...so wad?? i surrender...u r the BEST k?? Y im so busy body?? she bad then just leave it la...y am i so concern about it? i knw i annoying, or watever u tink..ok..i accept...
I JUST very tired i dunwan knw n care abt anyone anymore..tis few days i tink if u gt a 10000000000000000000000x fren bt all is fake it doesnt mean anyting...if gt a choice which is u have many fren while anther u gt onli one true fren..i will choose the true fren..frm last time i hope i gt a true fren or a best fren bt it seems keep dissapoint me n tis world nw dun have a true fren..i just wanna share my heart feeling n care abt me..bt definitely i do not need a boyfren...
I dunno y nw teenagers will change till like tat?? Its sometimes influence me bt i trying hard nt to follow them...finally i wan to say i knw i kinda jealous..hopefully i can overcome my weakness...hope i wont jealous anymore''...and this is me...u dun like me dun like lo..i cant control also...u see last time the post till nw..no one see..i can expect..i feel im talking to myself...yea n i knw la i wat also scare de.i wat also nt dare
.so wat u wan me to do?u thought i wan meh??..its lame i knw..nvm..it all for nw..take care~bye=)
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